- What I Want To Be -

The year 2010 will be the start I will start college courses to get a Child Psychology degree. I've been wanting to obtain a Child Psychology degree since I was 9 years old. I plan to go to college to obtain the courses I will need for this career. I started enjoying this course for several different reasons, it started with helping people out in their daily lives. I want to be able to obtain the help to little children that have no one there for them, that they need someone to talk to and to understand what is wrong.

POETRY!

The leading, Somewhere...

I stroll, I walk
I wonder the life that's there ahead,
Not sure where to go, but
I know i will be led,
somewhere some how.

The Fainting

So lost with where i am
the stare behind my eyes is black
not sure why
but waking on the floor was not right
people in my head not sure who
maybe its her
the one that made the tears come.

Just Up Late....

Cannot get to sleep for the last few night don't get what is wrong. i just stay up thinking of the life i have had and the people i have hung with and miss, how much the world has changed... its a little crazy. but all that matters is that life is what you make it and how you need to just live what come at you and try to make the best.

Something I Want To Find!!!

i want a boy who listens to all of my long pointless stories,
who won't mind my sarcasm,
who can talk to me about anything and everything,
who holds my hand, hugs, and kisses me all the time,
who knows i act crazy and weird at times,
but loves me anyways,
knows when to tell me I'm beautiful, cute,
who just wants to be near me, who kisses me on my forehead, or the nose,
the one whos touch gives me chills,
one who makes me laugh till I cry.
The one that makes me strong and weak at the same time,
one that's looking for love and not just a fling,
one who will support every choice I make.
The one that shows me off to his friends
and is proud to say 'that's my girl.'
The one that makes me feel special.
The one that tells me he loves me
and doesn't want to be without me and means it.
and find the one i want
and he has proven to me that not all guys are the same.

PROM BABY!!!!!!

I got asked to prom by Zach Trujillo! i was way excited cuz he is an awesome guy! he asked me by making a chocolate cake and set it on a haystack in front of my garage! I found it when i got home and i had to eat the middle of it to find a note that said "it would be sweet if you'd go to prom with me" and then it had his name in little letters on the bottom of the note!
so i answered by....

i got 2 large jars of peanut butter and smeared it all over his 6 windows on his car and i wrote "I went nuts when you asked me to prom! So of course i'll go!" then i took the excess peanut butter on my hands and i went and smeared it all over his face while he was in weight lifting! he was a trooper and just laughed! then he saw his car and was pretty durn surprised! it was way fun and i cannot wait for the dance! APRIL 18!!!!!!! yeehaw